Anonymous asked: what body types attract you the most?
Anonymous asked: That horrible anon was totally out of order, but it doesn't seem to phase you, you don't stoop to their level & trade insults. Your reply proves, as well as being obviously beautiful on the outside you have a beautiful heart & soul. you're priceless<3
Thank you. It doesn’t phase me anymore, but don’t get me wrong, it used to very much! I literally used to cry when I would read certain anonymous messages but I have grown so much over the past year and I have learned to not let negative things that come from people who are “anonymous” or aren’t a part of my life to ever affect me. I know who I am, the people I love and who love me back know who I am and that is all that matters. I used to be angry towards the person who left me these messages but now I just feel sadness and I truly wish them the best. When you are at a point in your life where you find some sort of gratification from either trying to or succeeding in hurting another person anonymously on the internet then I believe you have some deep soul-searching to do because life is too short to live like that. I don’t wish anyone to feel so bad about themselves that they would need to do that.
Thank you for your kind words. You are so sweet and it means so much to me. Really. <3
Anonymous asked: You are overweight almost 30 single and living with Mom jobless. Congrats! You must be so proud?
I am actually happy to answer this. In short: I am very proud of myself. Overweight, underweight, normal weight, whatever weight I am at, it’s good enough for me and good enough to be modeling for multiple companies, even if it weren’t good for anyone else: I’d still be happy because I love my body.
As for being 28, I am proud to be nearing 30 as aging is a gift that not everyone gets. I am currently single by choice. I am grateful that I have a family I can stay with if need be as many people do not have that and I feel blessed that I do. I also have two jobs now that are not only providing me with an income but are helping me to grow as a person and I am able to do what I love every single day. I am not only proud of myself for all of my accomplishments but I sometimes am in awe of the fact that I am still here and still remaining positive despite all I have dealt with in my life. Absolutely nothing that you or anyone else could ever say would ever take that away from me.
Also: Everything you are saying to me is a reflection of yourself. No happy or complete person spends their time leaving anonymous comments to people on tumblr. They just don’t. So I am sorry for whatever reason you are in pain but I promise it’s not worth trying to bring other people down just because things are off in your own life. Make your own world better and don’t worry about mine. xx